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.:: friends ::.
[x] Sandra =0))
[x] Ai ling
[x] Carolinaa
[x] Clarissa
[x] cheryl
[x] Fiona
[x] Iris
[x] joan
[x] JESS
[x] Lou Lin
[x] Pearline
[x] Sin ee
[x] Tze Choong
[x] wee siang

[x] weili
[x] Wendy cow
[x] Zi Hui
[x] OPHIX!
[x] JOannaOPHIX
[x] ameliaOPHIX
[x] Mei kwanOPHIX
[x] CherylOPHIX
[x] giovannaOPHIX


[x] THE FORCE

Thursday, June 28, 2007




ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.


Anyway here is the lyrics.


我知道这样不好,
也知道你的爱只能那么少;
我只有不停的要,
要到你想逃.

泪湿的枕头晒干就好,
眼泪在你的心里只是,
无力拒纳,
因为在你身后,
是我一辈子的骄傲!
原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护,
你的玫瑰,
只要你好好久久爱我一遍,
就算虚荣也好,
贪心也好,
哪个 男人对爱不自私;不奢望;

我不要你的承诺,
不要你的永远,
只要你真真切切爱我一遍,
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好,
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答!
原来你什么都不想要

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Recently just happen to got the book " tuesday with morrie" from carol. Susposed to pass to one of my friend. TOO BAD, i hardly meet them nowadays so i read it myself.

There's alot of things i learnt from there. There's a quote.

"There are afew rules that i know about love and marriage.
- If you dont respect other people, you're gonna have alot of trouble.
- If you dont know how to compromise, you're gonna have alot of trouble.
- If you dont talk openly about what goes on, you're gonna have alot of trouble.
- And if you dont have a common set of values in life, you're gonna have alot of trouble."


and his fav line. " Love each other or die "

There are alot of things which is really meaningful from there, almost finish reading. =)
It makes me think more than normal times. well, this few days had been quite mono for me. Nothing really make me crazy over.
WELL FRIENDS, my smile will be back soon i hope =/, So BEWARE =)





and i am still waiting. =s

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

My feelings for now. =)

忘了隐藏 - Andy Lau

我一直都以为可以
能把你轻易忘记

只是你的背影一直还在我心底
天天想你夜夜哭泣不能自己
想要逃避已经来不及

说什么海角到天际
说什么今生永不渝
你的一字一句一直徘徊在心底
天天想起夜夜回忆
眼泪再继续, 应该放弃找个人代替

告诉我如何把你忘
告诉我如何把你隐藏
放在我的心上. 没有爱没有思念的地方
告诉我我该怎么藏
告诉我如何把你遗忘
所谓地老天荒
只是让一个人孤孤单单让一个人心慌





and i am still waiting =s

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

well, this week is the worst week i had in this year. hais
Too much up and down that makes me feel so tired of everything. Actually i dont blame her for anything, just that i cant take it, maybe cause of my attitude ba.

hmmmms, i wont elaborate any further. So ya my friends, dont ask me what happen pls. I am leaving everything up to God, knowing He will lead me out of all this problems. Through this incident, i really get to know how much my friends cares for me, share my sorrows and stuff. Thanks to ALL that helped me! =)





i am waiting for the day to come. =s

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

hmMmmmMmMmMmmmmm... lots and lots of things happen this week. I dont want to elaborate more on it, I think praying real hard is the only solution for it.

Went to hendri's house for a KTV session. peeps who attended are:
- HENDRI of cus
- KEN
- CI ZHEN
- MARIE
- CATHERINE
- QIN SHENG
- ME myself xD

Well, it was a emo night for some of us, but everythings seems to be fine now. Congrats xDDDDDD Ktv at his house is really fun, real professional feeling, settings and even more stuff. We played his Nitendo WII as a warm up. pretty cool.

A video of marie and ci zhen playing boxing. hahas (OPS, sorry for the angle of the video, lazy to change it too =X. BUT enjoy it)


i miss her. =X

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Take it as i am stubborn, i am not giving up just like this.

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Saturday, June 16, 2007



First of all, Sorry Amelia for not having your name back there! cause i had copy and paste it from the email you send, and yeah Amelia is the Main Oragainser of this BBQ for ophix xD



15/6 didnt turn out to be a good day again.. dont know what the fuck is going wrong. Maybe i am just dumb.

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Hi guys, i am back with a new blog skin. Created by myself with some help of my SIP group mate, CMT xD Many thanks for the advices. It's 80% done, left with just a space as you can see above the MessageBoard that white space over there. If you guys have any good suggestions, do leave a tag over at my messageboard =)

My blog had hit 1000 visitors on 12/6/07. Thanks for all the supports xD
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Susposed to have some pictures i wanted to show you guys, some of them are really cool. Too bad, had to blame data lost during a transfer from my phone m2 card to my thumb drive at another laptop. argggg.. soooo sad. NVM, i shall get it from my other friends the photos and i will post it up.

Hmmmm things seems to work fine now, i hope it really stay stable and nothing goes wrong again! I shall pray hard. Hope this 15/6 will be a start of good day and will never end. =0))


Alright enough of all that.
Some news for Ophix peeps. Thanks to some freshies, they are :
May, Martin, Fion, Iman,Yanti, Huijing and James
We will be having a bbq, with the following details.

Event: Ophix BBQ
Venue: Pasir Ris Park BBQ Pit No. 45
Date: 18 june (Monday)
Time: 5pm Onwards
Payment: Tentatively at $5

So ya, ophix-ians, i shall see all of you there ya? cheers!!!

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Friday, June 8, 2007

Alright, people start complaining i didnt update, so here i am again. My mood this week is really up & down. I was actually quite happy at first when some problems i thought had solved, but just till ytd, i realised it had never been from the start. I dont know how much i can take it anymore. Tired, i am really tired of all the things already.

Anyway here's some pic i took this week. =)
First, preparation for MEDC

This are the sumo robots preparing to fight on friday itself.
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The temporary ring
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Up next.
This Mixed veg rice cost mt $5 T_T which includes 2 meats and 1veg
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This is interesting, tables and chairs which is located in a empty stall. cute!
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Mircosoft Sg Oilo Cafe
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This is NICE! xD
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Alright thats about all, last but not least a pic i took today at office. =)))
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Saturday, June 2, 2007



The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in


*Chorus x2

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A moive i watched over & over again, happen to watch it on tv today. I never get sick of it. So much thoughts after watching it. Hahas

Yet another boring day. yawnnns no dates no fun and staying at home rot.

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Friday, June 1, 2007

It's not worth to care for some1 who fucking dont care. seriously

Alright here's some updates for this past days.

Working at MIC has got better and FUN-ner. Lols

Firstly is this,
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cheryl & i found this when helping yizhe to pack up. Looks so funny man. hahas

Next up, was back to school for Vista launch by mircosoft.
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This is Sparky, Yizhe iRobot name, and the item he is presenting to the school.

This picture susposed to be stanley is falling asleep, too bad camera lag, he woke up just in time. hahas
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next up will be my F506 class outing again. After sooo long later, we finally all met up again.
Mr Ng cl is also present, with other class friends like clement, shengwen were there too. =)
Here' some random pics. haha

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This is the result of playing blades and u fall. (it's carol's LIVE demostration)
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After the outing, we went to Roxy square to have our steamboat dinner. It cost $14 per person =D
/our table/
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okay up next, it is how sway a person will get.
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Oh! i dont mean to point the middle finger. It's just how 'lucky' i am to injured my other 2 fingers.
My index finger cut is quite deep la. it bleed for 30 mins str8. The next day when i change a plaster, it still continue bleeding. OMG i cant rmb how much blood i had donated.

Okay i will tell you how sway i am to get that. it all happen when i push the door at the entrance of the toilet. ARGGGGGGG it's so easy and it pain like shit now =(

SWAY-ed month.



*sway means unlucky in english. =)

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